Sometimes...
...I just want the world to stop. For everything to just stop, so that I can breathe and live, instead of survive.
...taking a dog for a walk, feeling the warm sun on me and the crisp air against my skin does my soul so much good.
...I see LB as a little man, instead of a boy; I imagine him when he is a teenager.
...it is nearly impossible for me to go months on end without touch and intimacy with a man.
...I want to just know, once and for all, how it feels to be truly loved by a man and wanted completely by him.
...I am blown away by the amazing people God has put into my life, and given to me as friends. I am truly blessed.
...all I wanna do is have some fun.
...I want the evil that pursues me and my family to be swallowed up and sent down to Sheol. For once and for the end of it all.
...I wish that I could trust people more easily. But the more sh*t that happens, the less I trust anyone.
...the mountains call to me and heart cries back to them, longingly. And I just. want. to. GO.
...it feels like I am so isolated. And sometimes, I feel His presence so strongly that I know I am not.
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- Amira
- I am a single mom with two young children--My Girl (MG) and Little Boy (LB). I am a passionate woman with a lot of dreams, goals and aspirations. I love to laugh. I love adventures and doing new and crazy things, but also love to sleep. Relationships are important to me. I am more introvert than extrovert. My personality is frequently misinterpreted by others. In my wildest dreams, I am a model who is a published author of spiritual works, a mentor to at-risk youth, who travels around the world helping other women and children, while also making huge amounts of money. Maybe it's not so wild?
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5 comments:
All that you said... it's what I was, am thinking. May the peace be with you too. Take care.
Maybe this could patially help you. Referrals are against what helping means to me, but you could check ot "Baggage Reclaim." I don'tknow the exact URL for that blog, but you can google it.
Well said! sometimes the simplest posts are the most powerful. I really enjoyed this one for that very reason.
Great post.
Trust... yeah. I was talking to a coworker today about her daughter who is way too trusting when it comes to men. I told her I have the opposite problem now - I expect the worst. *sigh*
I'm with Jolene. Powerful post. And when things get too overwhelming, simply remember that this, too, shall pass.
Thinking of you!
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